Been really stressed up about so many events organized by adventure club. All the planning and stuff. Not been studying like I used to.
Stressed up about guitar stuff too. Was asked to be band coordinator. I really don't feel up to it 'coz spiritually I'm pretty down. Confidence level down as well. Emotionally not very good either. I'll take my time to think about it.
BCLS practical test is coming, that's the CPR test. So many models in the lab are spoiled and the lecturers keep restricting the paper for us to print the progress. Come on la...we know it's expensive, but we paid school fees and w/o the paper, how to know how we're doing?
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Here are some random things...
"You demand, I say sorry, I try to give"
"I demand, you get unhappy"
"You call me affectionately, yet you say we're friends"
Contradict. Confused. Continuing...on and on.
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One more week of holidays to go! Then it's 2 weeks of school and then 4 weeks of attachment. Will be going to IMH for 2 weeks, and then 2 weeks in TTSH. Then EXAMS! Yah, stressed about keeping up my grades coz i'm a sponsored student. And have to fulfil the expectations of the people around me. Do I have to? Nah, I meet my own expectations, whether I meet others' expectations doesn't matter.
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I'm really just typing whatever comes to my mind. Don't know if they make sense...all gibberish I guess.
Just very upset about relationships with people. Or am I just making myself upset for nth or for no significant reason?
I was there for you...now...where are you?
Okay...enough said.
Bye!
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